Can't help it from happening.

Was I a little to harsh?
Never really felt this sad in a while. I just realized I lost some friends because of my little pride GOOD JOB LIA!
Today made me think about what I did in the previous years.I just realized no one really trusted me because everything that came out my mouth was just bull or what you call shit talk. I know I just tell the truth but I guess all I did was make people feel low about their self esteem. Now its all coming back to me friends almost gone. I'm still happy that I still have my trusty girls MAY and FEBBY. I think those are the girls that would actually tell me face to face what's wrong with me but the others that actually say that their my friends are just playing with my emotions as I say.

ENOUGH WITH THIS.


Well this weekend the family went to Frisco. We needed to go there because it was Papi's last fitting for his teeth plus we had my sisters wisdom teeth checked because it was getting crooked again. We found out that there wisdom tooth on the lower left side was pretty messed up. If we don't get it removed within the amount of time her teeth is gonna be messed up plus it might lead to cancer. I asked my sister what kind of cancer is that gum cancer. She doesn't know either.
So the usual happen after that took some pictures. Went to some hot spots over there like Golden Gate Bridge, Fisherman's wharf and more. (probably going to put up the pictures tomorrow)
Afterwards we needed to go to the parents parties. The 1st party was a house blessing. It was our family friend Tito Andoy<- I know pretty weird name but it works. His house up there was pretty leet. Ate a lot that night their was hella lechon. Ate some shomai soo good with some kikoman. Met his son Lester. Not to lie he was pretty cute but he's just not god given with the height but it will. Plus my crush was there. Ekk why do I always like the tall, dark and bigger than me type of boy? Anyways after that party we went to Tito Oche's house it was his birthday I really thought we were going home after Tito Andoy's house but it was ok. Tito Oche's house was pretty intense some old lady was talking about her sex life so openly. Kinda grossed me out and at the same time pretty happy for her that she still gets some.

Sunday.
Got up really early so we could head up to Tito Kenneth's house for breakfast/lunch. Ah when we got to his house the
food was just super fantastic. I think there was chocolate, fried rice, dangit, red hot dog and some beef tapa. I haven't eaten those food in a long time. When I ate it i was like in heaven plus when I was eating crush came down from his room brought down his laptop and his controllers for the wii. He is so cute he was on his pj's. He could actually carry me. AHHHHHHHH!!
Well to continue I guess Tita Arlene's family is also going to the skiing trip in Mt. Charleston or Lake Tahoe but the most important part was Crush's family is also going. He told me he was going to teach me how to ski ahh major gaga for me.
Maybe when I fall down he can catch me. EKK gaga alert.
So we were beside each other with Nathan playing guitar hero we were hella talking about the wii. Then we talked about the super mario he had. So we started playing it and I totally sucked. Thats ok he was on my team so he made us win.


I know i'm going gaga for a not sure person.


I hella thought I got fat that weekend when I got home I actually lost weight.

So today I ditched last period because I couldn't take the head ache. Slept the whole day then at like 6ish May picked me up then brought Tita Dolly to work then headed up the gym with May and Febby.
May and I tried this class called Street Jam learned this totally new routine to kiss kiss by Chris Brown.
I totally suck but you know theirs always a 1st time for everything.

The favorite song of the moment: